Wine Goes With Everything
My mom passed away exactly 8 days ago. It’s taken me as many days to muster up the courage to write anything about it and I still don’t really know what to say. But I needed to get some of my inner thoughts out of me because this is therapy for me. Maybe my therapy session will help you, too.
Memento Mori. The Latin phrase means “remember your death.” What a way to start an update! Don’t be alarmed; we’re all still here. But the last ten days have been a stark reminder that humans have a 100% chance of death. Cancer keeps you in a memento mori state of mind.
Mike was {finally} admitted yesterday to begin high dose chemotherapy conditioning for his stem cell transplant. The featured image for this post is the second bag that was hung. As always, the folks here at Duke are phenomenal.
You know how I posted last week that January wasn’t kind to us? Well, February’s acting awfully ornery already. On Monday, we hit another setback. We’re the setback champions! There’s got to be some sort of trophy for weathering the amount of obstacles and disappointments we’ve seen, right? Surely there’s a trophy.
Y’all. January 2025 did not start out promising health and prosperity for our family. We’re praying February will be a bit more kind.
It’s finally here! Collection Day! The technology is so fascinating. Check out the pictures below.
Today is yet another travel day. We had this down to a science in the months back and forth to Duke. That is, until we had to pack for three months! Shew!
Today was filled with family time, packing, organizing, and errands. We’re going to miss our oldest’s birthday next weekend, so we made some time to celebrate early. It was a good day.
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I have been living a life of survival for the last nearly 2 years. I don’t think I remember how to thrive, only how to survive. My life has been defined by one of my favorite quotes by Elisabeth Elliot . . .
Charles Spurgeon once said “I have learned to kiss the wave that throws me against the Rock of Ages.” I’m learning this myself these days. It’s a hard lesson.
After spending six months reading fantasy, I now get the appeal and I want to share with you why you should give fantasy a try, too—especially if you’re in the midst of a particularly difficult season.
“Welcome home. This is a safe space.”
I’ve had some really crappy days this week. I’ve been more emotional than I ever care to be, cried more than I have in months, and railed at the disappointments and injustices I’ve faced to the point of hoarseness. I’ve been loudly passionate about things that need someone—anyone—to speak about them. I’ve been both questioned (with suspicion) and championed for my voice. And all of it has felt . . . useless.
Before I came to salvation in Christ and during my early years as a believer, I had a view of God’s character that was very much like my favored arcade game. I pictured myself in a giant whack-a-mole game with God.
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My soul cries for hope
Yet I find only
Discouragement, disappointment, and sorrow
I want to hope again
I sit in the pew and wonder
Is this the picture
I want to paint?
Women are seen
But not heard
Allowed to speak
But never listened to
What glorious harmony could the church have
If she would naturally propel all her members
To work seamlessly together in concert
Like the sea
